The Ostrich
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The sunset prayers were a break in the middle of these evening lectures. One communist lecturer keen to assert his atheism ignored the rustling of the notebooks, the shuffling of restless feet, the screech of the Ostrich's alarm. Only when someone called out, 'A break for the prayers!', did he stop teaching. I will always see the grass, patches of dry yellow, the rugs of palm-fibre laid out. They curl at the edges and when I bend to put my forehead on the ground I can smell the grass underneath. Now that we have a break we must hurry, for it is as if the birds have heard the azan and started to pray before us. I can hear the crescendo of their praises, see the branches bow down low to receive them as they dart to the tree. Feel their urgency, they know how quickly the sun slips away and then it will be too late. We wash from a corner tap taking turns. The Ostrich squats and puts his whole head under the tap, shakes it backwards and drops of water balance on top of his hair. I borrow a mug from the canteen and I am proud, a little vain that I can wash my hands, face, arms and feet with only one mug. Sandals discarded, we line up and the boy from the canteen joins us, his torn clothes stained with tea. Another lecturer, not finding room on the mat, spreads his handkerchief on the grass. If I was not praying I would stand with my feet crunching the gravel stones and watch the straight lines, the men in front, the colourful tobes behind. I would know that I was part of this harmony, that I needed no permission to belong. Here in London the birds pray discreetly and I pray alone. A printed booklet, not a muezzin, tell me the times. Here in London Majdy does not pray. This country, he says, bit by bit chips away at your faith.


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